Tuesday, October 29, 2013

If you are looking for a sign--this is it

 
People say I love you all the time - when they say, ‘take an umbrella, it’s raining,’ or ‘hurry back,’ or even ‘watch out, you’ll break your neck.’ There are hundreds of ways of wording it - you just have to listen for it, my dear.


I know today is Monday and you assume it’s going to suck, but according to statistics, there will be over 5,000 weddings, 10,000 childbirths, and 42 million hugs occurring today throughout the United States. Also today, there will be at least 4 people that will win the multimillion dollar lotteries, 600 people will get promotions at work, and 3,000 people will lose their virginity. There will also be 600 dogs adopted, 35,000 balloons sold, and 800,000 skittles eaten. Plus, the words “I love you” will be said over 9 million times. So again, I know today is Monday and you assume it’s going to suck, but just smile, because according to statistics, it should actually be a really nice day.
 

And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell her when she finds out. You’ve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Don't Be a 2

Do you ever feel like you aren't good enough?

That no matter what you do, the person you want to impress the most is far from being impressed by you?

Do you ever feel like you don't know what to do?

Like you can only talk to people about things for so long before you THINK they will start getting annoyed?
My motto is 90% of the people don't care about your problems, and the other 10% are glad you have them. So I don't tell people my problems.

Where do you go when you have no one?

What do you do when you are confused?

What do you do, when the person you need to take away the holes is the one causing more in you. Until you are nothing left but cheddar.

You Rise.

This is where you see who wants to stay in your life.
 
You take control of the situation and don't let it get you down.

When people say surround yourself only with people who make you happy they don't know how true, and entirely damn false that is.

It's the people who you want to be in your life that can upset you. The ones that, if they were in your life, could give you the most happiness. That's why you hesitate getting rid of them. Because in a part of your life that may, or may not happen, they can make you happy. They can realize that your love is all they've ever wanted in life. But sometimes that's just not in the cards for you.
But I also find that statement false.
Anything can be in your deck of cards in life...Its just the ones you choose. People choose the course of their life. Though it may not be the one you want at first, you can throw that card away and pick a new one.
Relating this back to life.
If something in your life is upsetting you, get rid of it. You don't need it. It's not needed. Life is too damn short to be upset. And you can't let people control your lives or tell you who you are. Cause only two people know that.
You & God.

So Pick a new card.
Start a new life.
Turn a new leaf.
You are not stuck where you are.
You can change your life.
But will you let yourself?
Don't live your life with just 2's.
Everyone has the potential to live like Kings and Queens, hell, even Ace's.


What I'm getting at, is beat what ever is giving you grief. I know, sounds easier than it is. But you have to start somewhere. Start somewhere today. Make today that day to change your life.
But in that changing--don't change who you are.

So smile.
Be happy.
Its hard. But it's worth it.
It may take time. But it's worth it.
Its Worth it.

Take a vow, and never look back.

I will be happy. I will be confident. I am pretty & I am successful. One person's loss, is other people's gain... yeah, more than one person.
Someone is in your situation right now, fighting everything to find you.
Someone has been looking their whole life, to meet you.
Someone out there, needs you.