If You Really Knew Me

If you really knew you you'd know that Red is my favorite color (right now) and it changes weekly

If you really knew me you would know that I hate telling people my accomplishments and when I do I quickly regret it and it always gets weird.

If you really knew me you would know that I am probably the most awkward person alive, but its only because I don't know what to say most of the time. Contrary to other peoples beliefs I'm actually not a talker, I just really hate silence.

If you really knew me you would know I use my energetic personality to hide a lot of my sadness. I don't like letting people know I'm upset unless I'm really upset. (that's when I should probably stay off of social media)

If you really knew me you would know that baseball is my favorite sport and I study it more than anything else. The mental and strategic concepts of the game completely blow me away.

If you really knew me you would know I am the most serious/unserious person ever. I don't know how its possible to be both, but I have pulled it off.

If you really knew me you would know I love jokes and I get excited whenever I hear a new one.

If you really knew me you would know that I am very independent, and I always take care of people -- its in my nature. Sometimes it probably comes off creepy, haha. But if you really knew me you would know that sometimes I get really lonely.

If you really knew me you would know that I believe everything worth having in life has to be natural. If it's not, you don't need it. But I also believe that hard work can make the unnatural become natural.

If you really knew me you would know that I really just want someone to love me for me, because I'm not changing for anyone. If you really knew me you would know that I want to marry someone who gets all of my odd qualities and is my best friend.

When I say I care about you, I really mean it. When I say I miss you, I really mean it. Those words don't come easily out of my mouth.

I don't tell anyone my problems because I believe that 90% of the people don't care about your problems and the other 10% are glad you have them.

If you really knew me, you would know that I love the gym way too much. Whenever I have a bad day, it always makes me feel better -- so I go everyday.

If you really knew me you would know that I feel everything so deeply. I am very passionate about everything I care about.

If you really knew me you would know I have a very guilty conscience, but I also like to break the rules. I would rather go on adventures and explore than sit around and watch movies all day long.

If you really knew me you would know that I you have to break down my walls barriers to really really get to know me.